Me , my anxieties , My fear

Water finds its way from highland to lowlands by flowing in the predefined path or by making a new path . Ships are meant to sail in sea, to face the storms, to face the typhoons and shows its supremacy  by surviving and winning over its nemesis  , then its get its respect and due. If it’s afraid of depths or storms it will stay on the coast and will never reach to its potential. Similarly humans to get respect, to earn money has to go through storms , through typhoons, you will be drown for some time , you will hit an ice block but you have to stay afloat and then only you will be able to reach to the shore.  This week has been very interesting for me , first I met anju tai (Renu cousin sister) , she is an IITian (respect respect) and works in HP at a very senior position.  Its was good interacting with her ,  I found out that she also has her anxieties  about her professional career and is very much like me. Though through her experience she can control it much better, she know after working for 30 years how to control it ,the one thing I like is her  dedicated approach and her planning ( I was surprised that she and her husband have planned the activity the intend to do this year and do this activity every year.  This is something that need to implemented ASAP .

One thing I need to work on power of  positive thinking , spoke to Sachin today , he also echoed the same sentiment based on what he learnt at an arya samaj function. Having read and heard every one saying the same thing makes me think that if everyone from india to US is taking about it , then there has to be some element of truth in this. As Peanuts in one  comic strip said “My anxiety has their own anxieties “ , I think the problem with me is that I let too many negative thoughts come in me  and worry too much. it’s a abysmal pit , the more I think of negative thoughts ,  the more I go down with lesser chances of coming up. Geeta also says “Do your karma and good result will come” , the more I am thinking about it the more its is making sense to me . At the end of the day , this is what every religion, every learned man is trying to teach.